Life...it's not always good and it's most certainly not always bad.
Right now, I'm in a weird place in my life and I'm trying to get through it as best I can. There are a lot of thing I need to work through, things I need to change, things I need to accept.
I've been in this weird foggy place for weeks now and I finally admitted that there was...no, there IS a problem. It's beyond PMS and beyond winter blues. It's turning me in to someone I don't really care to be around.
This blog may take a different turn for awhile or maybe I'll type these posts out and never hit publish. Who knows...all I do know is that writing it all down is therapeutic for me. It helps me see things clearly, it helps to write it down and read it over and over again, picking it apart and trying to make sense of it all. Little by little, I'm figuring it all out.
I'm not big on this whole public meltdown and airing all of my dirty laundry for the world to see...but I don't want to hide and pretend everything is okay either, because it's not. It will be...but right now...it's a little cloudy.