Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Cloudy with a chance of normal

Life...it's not always good and it's most certainly not always bad.
Right now, I'm in a weird place in my life and I'm trying to get through it as best I can. There are a lot of thing I need to work through, things I need to change, things I need to accept.

I've been in this weird foggy place for weeks now and I finally admitted that there was...no, there IS a problem. It's beyond PMS and beyond winter blues. It's turning me in to someone I don't really care to be around.

This blog may take a different turn for awhile or maybe I'll type these posts out and never hit publish. Who knows...all I do know is that writing it all down is therapeutic for me. It helps me see things clearly, it helps to write it down and read it over and over again, picking it apart and trying to make sense of it all. Little by little, I'm figuring it all out.
I'm not big on this whole public meltdown and airing all of my dirty laundry for the world to see...but I don't want to hide and pretend everything is okay either, because it's not. It will be...but right now...it's a little cloudy.



8 comments:

Paige said...

Feel free to be yourself. We will be here for you through cloudy and clear. :)

♥ Noelle ♥ said...

yes! i agree with paige!! its so good to write as a means of venting. i'd do it more but i have a nosy family member that unfortunately reads my blog!!!! ughhh!

girl, you can email me, txt me or call anytime! i'm hear for ya!

i tend to bottle up my "cloudy" days when I should just vent them!

love ya ♥

natalie said...

Love you

Alyssa said...

"Cloudy with a chance of normal"? May I borrow it? I won't plagarize, I promise; I just think it says so much...I'm sure we could use it around her...

Hope all is sunnier...soon...

Sara J said...

Venting is good for the soul! Vent away :)

JenM said...

(((Hugs))) for whatever is making you cloudy.

Reluctant Housewife said...

I've been struggling with a bad case of 'can't seem to find happy' lately, too. I can really relate to this post. I hope things are less cloudy for you soon.

Shell said...

((HUGS))!